Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Rice Creepies


I’ve been home for about 12 hours. I’ve spent the last week or so on a lovely island in Portland, Maine, where my mom and I attended the wedding of a childhood friend, Rachel. While there, Rachel arranged for us to stay in the home of one of her friends. Miss Judith is a 70 year old hippy who only wears purple and makes jewelry out of sea glass that she collects from the coast. The first night, we only met briefly. She seemed nice enough. The next morning she offers to make us some hot rice cereal with fruit which we happily accept.

Miss Judith is one of those people that talks nonstop and frankly, I started to tune her out after a few minutes. Then, I heard a word that piqued my interest. Did she just say orgasm? I look up from my phone and watch her busily mixing frozen raspberries into a white mash and turn my ears back on in time to hear her say, “My granddaughter’s fiancĂ© can’t give her an orgasm.” Ok, so I must have missed some important segue into this topic. How in the hell would she know that? That’s weird, even by my standards. She now has my full attention. She continues, “Actually my daughter called me when she lost her virginity.” What the hell is she talking about? I become aware that I’m making that squinty-eyed confused face where my eyebrows touch and my mouth pulls up on one side. I make a point to relax my face as my brain desperately searches for a situation in which this conversation could possibly be appropriate. Miss Judith continues, “Actually both my daughter and granddaughter called me when they had their first orgasm. My granddaughter had hers with a black woman and toys.”

A million smart ass remarks file through my mind at warp speed, but that area of my brain is so over stimulated that it shuts down. I realize that I have the most unlikely, amazing set up ever imaginable and my brain has short circuited. I have no response. I have no idea what to do with that information.  I search Judith’s face for traces of insanity, but only find an open, honesty that further confuses me. I feel like I might be dreaming and the situation takes on a surreal quality as I hear my mother say, “Whatever floats your boat, I guess.” 

Oh dear God, please let this be a dream. I imagine having a conversation with my own grandmother about orgasms and how they might be achieved. I feel a little nauseous and dizzy like I might pass out. In my mind, the word “vagina” buzzes through the phone line and penetrates the wrinkled ear of my grandma. For a split second, I picture my grandmother as a sexual being. I can’t breathe and I feel like I might find my name on a sexual offender’s list for just thinking about it. I concentrate on the floral table cloth and silently hope that breakfast is ready soon. I really need something else to concentrate on. Suddenly innocuous words like, “ripened fruit” and “honey” have taken on sexual overtones. I am trapped between the table and wall, but I have to leave. I have to get out of this situation.

As I stir my cereal, I start singing in my mind, “Be-lieve it or not, I’m walking on air. I never thought I could feel so free-hee-heeeee.”

I hear Miss Judith still yakking, “He told her that Hispanic women are notorious for having a difficult time reaching orgasm,”

“FLYING AWAY ON A WING AND A PRAYER!”

My mother interjects, “Sounds to me like it’s HIS problem, not hers…”

“WHO COULD IT BEEEEEEE? BELIEVE IT OR NOT, IT’S JUST MEEEEEE!” I’m out of lyrics, so I eat the rest of my breakfast as quickly as possible and excuse myself to take a shower.  For the next few days, I hear, “My granddaughter called me when she had her first orgasm. It was with a black woman and toys.” echoing through my brain. I may never be the same.